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it seems like all i do anymore is take long depression naps and binge eat until my stomach wants to die


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this girl pulled up the skirt of my dress the other day in the middle of class, i wasnt wearing leggings or shorts and it was so embarrassing. i dont even know who saw or anything. but i have so many classes with her and im so scared she'll do something like that again, and i cant just TELL someone or everyone will gang up on me and start hating me and i cant go thru that rn and i just hhhhhhh what do i do

and not to mention how everyone just seems to be obsessed with finding out if im a virgin or not. like! thats not your fucking business! and if i say that i am, they'll make fun of me for that. if i say im not, they'll think im a slut. and if i tell them the truth, they'll victim blame and hate me forever.

and everyone thinks its funny to randomly pull my hair. when i cut it i thought it would stop but people just started pulling my hair more. how hard is it to realize that thats a trigger for me. and everyone misgenders me. all the time. even if i correct them. they just treat me like im going crazy.

oh. and my uncle fucking died. along with my grandma and my other uncle. i want it to stop. and my mom is actively in love with my rapist, knowing he raped me. i just. fucking. she acts like I'M overreacting. im not. shes a rape apologist whether she denies it or not. and literally fucking EVERYONE treats me like im overreacting. i dont know how much more i can take.

and none of my friends care about me anymore. i just want it to stop.


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