and not to mention how everyone just seems to be obsessed with finding out if im a virgin or not. like! thats not your fucking business! and if i say that i am, they'll make fun of me for that. if i say im not, they'll think im a slut. and if i tell them the truth, they'll victim blame and hate me forever.
and everyone thinks its funny to randomly pull my hair. when i cut it i thought it would stop but people just started pulling my hair more. how hard is it to realize that thats a trigger for me. and everyone misgenders me. all the time. even if i correct them. they just treat me like im going crazy.
oh. and my uncle fucking died. along with my grandma and my other uncle. i want it to stop. and my mom is actively in love with my rapist, knowing he raped me. i just. fucking. she acts like I'M overreacting. im not. shes a rape apologist whether she denies it or not. and literally fucking EVERYONE treats me like im overreacting. i dont know how much more i can take.
and none of my friends care about me anymore. i just want it to stop.
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man bro this is just a reminder that if ur young (or not) dont post things about your personal info online, even if u think nothing bad will happen. i always shrugged it off and said the adults were being paranoid, but now if someone knew where to look they could find my house, full name, moms full name, emails and almost every single fact about my trauma. on one account. and that does not help my anxiety while i fall asleep at night like geez